"So you really love me?" I asked him as he was too close to me .

His eyes that I never want to stop looking at , they are so deep just like the ocean in which I won't mind being drawn in them . His eyes are just like the ocean water ,calm yet dangerous. He can make the world obey him just with his one glance .

And his smile which holds my whole world , I don't know if I should die for this smile or kill anyone just to see this smile everyday . And fuck he had one dimple on his left cheek , so deep . And whenever he is trying to smile a little that fuking dimple is doing something to me .

I was just standing there and admiring his facial features, but then suddenly

Thump

Thump

Thump

he pulled me by my waist so effortlessly like I weigh nothing like it was a just simple task to him .

Although I'm not that tat tho but still as a girl I'm lil chubby not fat .and for that I love my body because you know the secret. I slay in every damn type of clothes, whether it's a dress ,saree, lehnga,or jeans .

I was just thinking in my mind something then suddenly he puts his right hand on my left cheek and started to cares my cheek with his thumb . His one hand was on my left cheek and the other one was on my waist , snaking around it . His hands were cold ,just like the ice ,and to my burning body they felt so right ,like they just belongs to me ,He belongs to me .

Not wanting to get more into him I look straight into his eyes.

And

There he was

Already

Staring at me

With those deep amber green eyes .

God kill me .

He pulled me towards himself leaving no gap between us ,in between that I tried to balance myself but failed miserably,and unknowingly my hands came to rest upon his chest .

Bro, his chest muscles,they are so buff ,I could feel them . I can only imagine how much time he had putted to get this well structured body and those chest muscles.

I was just being shameless there ,staring at him or more like eye fuking him not to embrass myself I tried to control my inner monster.

"Ghurna band kar pagal ladki" I said to my own self in a very low whisper,I just hope he hadn't heard me .

[ Stop staring at him,dumb girl ]

After fighting with myself about his body .I focused on his face and I again repeated my earlier question by adding it to more

" So I asked you something if you really love me or not?" I was just looking at his eyes trying to find my answers in those eyes

He opened his mouth slightly to say some word's but again stopped like he was arranging his words before saying .

I was never this calm ever to wait for someone's reply but look at me now , I'm waiting for him to say something. To which he is clearly taking a decade now .

He finally came closer to my right side of the ear and finally said one word and that was enough for making me week in my knees .

"Darling" he said in in a very low and deep voice ,like he wanted to carve that word in mily mind forever. His voice did magic to my body ,which I never felt before .

And unwillingly I admitted my unconscious mind to him by replying in a very weak like voice .

"Yes" I was closing my eyes even I don't know why I was behaving this way just by here mere a single word . Why I felt like giving my everything to this man , Right here , right now .

What felt like an eternity he again spoke with that same thick ,deep,low voice,which didn't failed to left Goosebumps on my skin .

" What if I say I love you ,darling ."

To me it was more like a question to which I'm supposed to give my answers. I wasn't satisfied with his answer to I again spoke .

" How I'll know that if you really love me. " My voice was urgent and low .

He moved his face away from me ear and faced me , his face was so close dangerously so close that if one of us moved a little we both might end up kissing eachother.

To me this thought felt right and wring at the same time .

His breath was fanning over my lips , his breath smelled like mint , so intoxicated.

Be somewhere already knew what effect he have on me but he wasn't going to accept that ...not yet atleast.

His eyes travelled between my lips to eyes like he too was thinking like I did . It felt like was controlling himself to not kiss me right now because the way his hand tightned on my waist more stronger.

After heaving a sigh he tucked my flicks which were coming on my face ,maybe blocking his view, behind my ear and carresd my cheeck again .

"You'll know when the right time comes, darling" he said it in a way it was more like a promise to himself or maybe to me too .

"No prove it right now." I didn't think twice and said it to him .

"Prove you love to me , I don't believe you , either way you prove it right now or I'll assume my own answer that you don't love m---."

Before I could finish the full sentence he held me by my shoulders and made my back collide with the nearest wall of my room ,and held me tight by my neck and brought me closer to his face .

"I dare you darling to ever repeat this sentence, if you ever did I won't mind fuking you hard against this wall of your room, got it ."

His voice now more dangerous and deep almost like the deep ocean waves . His threat was so personal like he wasn't bluffing around . For a moment I thought I'm dead but hopefully I'm not .

" Don not ever I repeat ever think or say anything about my love towards you , cuz if you did my little wild cat I'll not hesitate to teach you a lesson."

His face was coming more closer with each word , I was feeling his lips brushing over mine . As I extend my face more towards him and closed my eyes .....I was an inch far to almost

Kiss him

And ,then

Suddenly

I heard my mom's loud voice . For a moment I thought why is ge sounding like my mom .

How this masculine voice turned into high pitch girly voice . But then it suddenly hit me that fuck

I was having

A good damn

Dream

Again.

"Samira ,uth jaa beta college jana hai naa" as I opened my eyes ,I looked at my lovely mother.

[Samira get up ,you have to go college]

"Mumma ,bas 5 min aur fir uth jaungi ." I said feeling more sleepy .

[ Mom just five minutes more then I'll get up ]

"Nhi , tu already hi late ho chuki hai ,ab uth aur ready ho college ke liye and niche aa sabhi wait krr rahe h breakfast ke liye ".

[No ,you are already late for the college now get up and get ready and come downstairs for breakfast everyone's are waiting for you ]

Saying this my mom went out of my room leaving my room door open as she know once my door is wide open in the morning, I'll awake too .

Heaving a heavy sigh I got out of the blanket and put my slippers on . I walked towards my bathroom. Oh lord how I hate going to college.

"Kya hai yrr college toh hote hi na attend karne ke liye ,ab usme bhi agar mai roj college jaun ,toh college ko bura lagega"

[ Dude , what's this college meant to be skipped,if now we will start to go daily, college will start to feel bad]

Saying this I looked at myself in the mirror and , just as I thought what more could be go wrong , I looked at my face and my honest reaction was , ho gya satyanash[ wow what a great start]

" Yrr ab esa moonh toh nhi leke Jane vali mai college,warna slay kese krungi "

[ I'm not going to college with this face otherwise how will I slay ]

Saying this I started to do my morning routine. I did washed my haid because it's Monday . And monday college without hair wash ,nahh .

Today I wore a wide leg blue jeans with my crop top . As I said I slay in every clothes,I didn't lied .

Thinking this I remembered my dream ,and my vision wasn't clear ,I now only see a blurred face guy .

Shrugging this I walked out of my room and came downstairs. My whole family was present there .

As soon as I reached the last stair,my 2 year's old niece came running towards me .

" Hi princess" I said in a baby voice to vrushikha .

To which she replied in her baby voice " hi bu-a" . I picked her up in my arms and kissed her cheeks with such great force but it was gentle .

In my whole family I love her the most because let's be honest,who doesn't loves a kid ,who is so good , obedient ,not like other kid's who just do mischievous things and irritate you .

She's is my big brother's and my sister in law's girl . My bhabi is so good , sweetest person ever . My brother and she had love marriage 4 year's ago .

And after my brother fullfilled all the family members wish everyone now came towards me ,saying I should get married now . although they didn't forced me ever but still they don't leave a topic to mention about my wedding.

As I reached the dinning table,u greeted everyone,and sat on my respective chair with vrushikha still in my lap .

" Kya khaoge aap Princess". I asked her to which she pointed at her daily food ,which I'd sweet yogurt with loads of dry fruits and fruits.

I started to feed her and wipped her mouth ocassionally whenever she made a mess while eating. She is so cute and her fair tone makes her more cute . She got her mom's gren eyes and Curly hairs just like her mom's. Yes my bhabi do have green eyes .

Bhai always fights with bhabhi on this eye topic that why she didn't got his eyes ,to which bhabhi always replied,I don't know ask you loving daughter,my dear husband .

I love their bond ,how they understand eachother, supports eachother and love equally I just hope I too find a man like my brother and bont like them .

As I was busy feeding vrushikha, suddenly my grandmother said something which I thought maybe not today .

" Kitne pyaar se khila Rahi h vrushikha ko ,socho agar uska khud ka bacha huya toh kitna pyaar kregi ". My dadi said this to my parents to which they agreed.

[ Look with how much love and care she's feeding vrushikha,think if she have her own child how much she'll love them] .

"Dadi ,mujhe pta hai mai kitna pyaar krungi unse ab aap meri shaadi ka topic mat start Karna". I said stating my honest opinion. I don't want them to get their hopes so high ...not yet . I have no one in my life yet and I'm still discovering what is actual love .

[Dadi, I know how much I'll love my kids ,now don't start my wedding topic].

"Par Samira maa ji thik hi toh keh rahi hai , umar hoti jaa rahi h tumhari " my mom said taking my dadi's side .

[But Samira mother-in-law is saying the right thing ,you are getting older] .

"Maa, mai 23 ki hu 33 ki nahi ,or mujhe abhi nahi karni shaadi ,mujhe meri padhai complete karni h aur apko toh pta hi hai eh mera last semester hai ,iske baad abhi job , internship aur fir master's." I said looking at my mother , to which everyone fell silent knowing where this topic will go if they don't stop .

[Mom , I'm just 23 not 33 ,and I don't want to get married yet ,I still have to complete my studies and you know that this is my last semester of graduation,after this I have to do job,then internship and then master's.]

As much as I hate study I can't deny the fact that this is the only thing which will take me towards my dream . A dream where I Will be standing on my own feet without anyone's help .

After having breakfast .I left for my college . Where alots of things are waiting for me .

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