When the rival says I do

"stop this all vidyut before it's too late " I was standing infront of him ,looking at him , hoping that he might change his mind and will take the right decision. I was never this impatient to look at someone's eye ,never begged this much just get a glimpse of those deep amber green eyes on me ,but here I was standing infront of him looking at him, praying that he might give me a look even if it's a hated one but just one look of him . As I was standing there Waiting for him to speak up but he was taking way too long ,I don't have much time . The longer he'll take the far he'll go from me and that's what I never wanted to get happen. "Say it vidyut. You don't know how much it's hurting me " leaning more towards his chest I said in a low voice . "i have nothing to say Samira ,I think you should marry him and give me divorce ." He finally let out some word's from his mouth after a long wait of time but was I waiting for this answer? No . I was expecting that maybe today he'll take a decision in favour of me just like he did before but no I was wrong this time . As he was about to go out of the room ,I held his wrist which made him stop in his track and he looked first at our hands and then at me . By now I was shredding tears but for whom? For this guy who is telling his own wife to get married to another man and give him a divorce. "Samira you should get ready for the engagement ceremony, it's already late ". As per as he was speaking I felt the floor leaving under my bare foot ,my feets feel numb,my heart clenched at how normally he was telling me to get married like it was just a play . My tears started to flow more heavily but I didn't dared to let out a single sound out of my mouth because I know he'll never be concerned about me but for a mere Second I saw something flickering in his eyes .. something like he was concerned about me more than I think but just as I was about to get more he came back to his damn mafia aura again . "Is this really what you want vidyut ?"I asked tightening my grip a little harder on his wrist but my heart was being torn apart . " Yes I really want this all to happen Samira,now get ready fast " . Saying this he left me in our room or should I say ex room like soon to be ex husband. I made my way to the engagement lehnga but the only thought I got at the moment was that I was right...love was never for me . Maybe I was meant to be get hurt like this again and again.